Saturday, November 28, 2009

L.O.V.E, it's a mystery.

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

I went to see New Moon last Sunday! it was awesome, i was upset cause i wanted the movie to keep going ( since Ive already read all 4 books) so anxious! i really cannot wait for the next one, who cant?!. I think after the whole twilight stuff is done no matter what movie Robert Pattinson Or Taylor Lautner do, we will always think of them as    Jacob & Edward... or um TEAM Jacob & TEAM Edward! jaja. Well as for those who haven't yet read the book i suggest you do! they are absolutely great; best story in the world, Stephanie Mayer really does have a great imagination. I love writing myself and one day i hope i can make a captivating story that can turn into a actual movie, wish me luck!...anyways Ive made a POLL so you guys can vote! please vote & below theirs cute pictures of my  Bella and Edward =) Enjoy & Subscribe


Wednesday, November 18, 2009

So i was talking to my friend about relationships...and we just went on for hours talking and talking and talking..after all I've realized we both quite vented a little too much (not in a bad way of course),  but i was amaze on how much i had to say! it was actually funny once i read the whole convo again... i mean i do love  writing and sometimes talking -depending on who i am talking to-.. well anyways,we actually both wrote some pretty good stuff, basically we were free-styling our thoughts and feelings, that's what i would call it..if their is any names mentioned they are not at all the real names the conversation consisted of..and of course i edited the words and made it a little more "professional" as some would call it....however,  i thought "should i somehow put this all together and just make a new blog"? ... i was thinking about it for a couple of  days because again people tend to be too damn judgmental when they read these type of things, but its my can choose to read it or not...HERE IT IS!.. enjoy.. me..hate me..adore me..=)

Novemer 17 2009.
6:O5 pm.

"Well you do gotta learn how to be fair... life is unfair sometimes it takes something very drastic to change and that's Wat he's caused you to do.. don't you think?...i do think so..but He's my everything, to me literally.... my everything my whole life is just him him him know it feels like i lost myself somewhere in there.. i try my best to make him happy too...i  understand and see i know im not perfect but i always tell him...."Erick you took my trust for granted and i do believe you've changed but its just the way it is and this is how it is now.i still love you"... and i feel like it's a little too late for me to be the same way again..i believe the things he tells me now but i always doubt him..he's been the best I've ever had but in reality we just have to be independent ...i gotta let him go, just be me... i hate depending on him for my happiness...i think to myself "damn i can really be happy alone i don't need anyone..i dont need him at all, i don't need to cry, or be sad..i need to realize how much i am worth"......yes exactly!, all of these guys their all fake they make up a character when they meet a girl...they play a role ...oh yeah the role of the "nice guy" ...a totally different role than who they really are...but when you love someone not caring is hard.. you start picturing yourself with other people and you think "wow i can be happy like this" but then u picture them with someone else and your like "no i wont be"... so selfish!!!...but its not a one way street is a two way street...if someone in the relationship chooses to be happy  like that the other person has the right to do the same...were all so unfair is sick...and why does it have to be this way, so stupid and complicated....yeah but think about it if it wasn't complicated it wouldn't be a challenge...and we would get bored..we would get bored of the happiness of everything being "oh so perfect" .....OK, so then this is love right?.... well i don't know is hard to understand...."

 i LOVE this!!!! ♥

Saturday, November 14, 2009

Christina Milian  and The Dream.

-So i just recently found out that Hot chick Christina Milian is married to The Dream!. I mean i am guessing i'm super late since she's expecting her first baby soon! yes for those who did not now, she's pregnant!!! I've always found her so beautiful, well anyway after i found out i googled them (that's all i do google stuff) jaja.... & i found some sexy, nice, and cute pictures of them, i thought i should blog about it since i was so damn shocked lol. He is indeed a lucky guy, let's wish them the best! enjoy peeps. 

- i LOVE what she's wearing in this picture, i think they look cute together & they always seem to be matching somehow, super adorable ; )

- I remember i saw this picture in those stand's the ones on the train underground, & in my head i was like WTF? how is she going to take a picture like that!, i didn't even recognize it was the Dream yet that it was her husband!!!... i love the picture...below are more...

i love her shoes in this picture & her leggings!! dont you?!

 This chick is so sexy! i want this dress!!!!

 i love her makeup in this picture and the curly hair makes it look natural but classy. =]

- now this dress is official, i need to get something like this as soon as possible, i love the colors....specially since i always find hot dress in BLACK! only =(

 Congratulations to The dream & Christina Milian awaiting their first baby!

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

 Best TV/Movie Quotes
 i am always looking for quotes.. even to put up on my facebook page, or my aim away message. so i was thinking, why not do a post on my blog about Tv/movie quotes!, that way you guys can even take the ones you like & enjoy while reading! well here it is..hope you like ; )
"Where is this love? I can't see it, I can't touch it. I can't feel it. I can hear it. I can hear some words, but I can't do anything with your easy words"

"It has nothing to do with me, it is about you, and it is always about you. What you need and what you want, you know.. it seems that you only want me, when you can't have me. You like the chase and that's all. So you know what, you can have it."

"You can't lose something you never had"

"Me? I'm scared of everything. I'm scared of what I saw, I'm scared of what I did, of who I am, and most of all I'm scared of walking out of this room and never feeling the rest of my whole life the way I feel when I'm with you"

"I liked you... I really liked you. She won't even remember your name. Probably can't even spell it."

"so just live, have wonderful times & make mistakes but never second guess where you've been, where you are, & most of all where you're Going."

"The hurt began to fade, and it was easier to just let go, at least I thought it was, but in every boy I met in the next few years, I found myself looking for you, and when the feelings got too strong, I d write you another letter, but I never sent them, in fear of what I might find, by then, you'd gone on with your life, and I didnt want to think about you loving someone else, I wanted to remember us like we were that summer, I didnt ever want to forget that"

"When he's around, my whole body knows it. I'll keep talking and stuff, but my mind will have no idea what I'm saying. I keep wondering if there's a term for this."

"Your memory is a way of holding on to what you are, what you love, and what you never want to lose." 

"I gave you my heart and that's all I can give you, and if that's not enough, then I'm not enough"

"for Beautiful eyes look for the good in others; for beautiful lips, speak only words of kindness; and for poise, walk with the knowledge that you are never alone"

"I don t want to be the guy thats with the girl because he needs her. I want to be the guy thats with the girl because he wants her. And I want you"

"Honestly, if you're not willing to sound stupid you don't deserve to be in love"

"There are millions of people out there. But in the end it all comes down to one. I still panic sometimes, forget to breathe. But I know there's something beautiful in all my imperfections. A beauty in which he held out for me to see, a strength that can never be taken away"

"Never lie, steal, cheat, or drink. But if you must lie, lie in the arms of the one you love. If you must steal, steal away from bad company. If you must cheat, cheat death. And if you must drink, drink in the moments that take your breath away."

"the truth is, i gave my heart away a long time ago, and never really got it back"

"Love is always patient and kind. It is never jealous. Love is never boastful or conceited. It is never rude or selfish. It does not take offense and is not resentful."

"I bet you've had a hard time walking into a room full of people on your own, right? Yeah. I know that. I know what it is not to feel like your in the room until he looks at you or touches your hand or even makes a joke at your expense, just to let everyone know... you're with him. You're his" 

"you cant' get caught up on something that's NOT GONNA HAPPEN.. you gotta hold onto the NEXT BEST THING.."

"Oh, come on, ladies. God wouldn't have given you maracas if He didn't want you to shake 'em."

"At some point, you have to make a decision. Boundaries don't keep other people out. They
fence you in. Life is messy. That's how we're made. So, you can waste your lives drawing lines .. or you can live your life crossing them But there are some lines that are way too dangerous to cross"

"Change is never easy. You fight to hold on, you fight to let go."

"people are gonna disappoint you. i get that... i kind of expect that, but i dont know, what if you wake up one day and realize that you're the disappointment"

"The best thing you can do is find a person who loves you for exactly who you are. good mood, bad mood, ugly pretty handsome whatever you are. The right person is still going to think the sun shines out of your ass. That's the kind of person worth sticking with."

"So it's not gonna be easy. It's gonna be really hard. We're gonna have to work at this every day, but I want to do that because I want you. I want all of you, for ever, you and me, every day. Will you do something for me, please? Just picture your life for me? 30 years from now, 40 years from now? What's it look like? If it's with him, go. Go! I lost you once, I think I can do it again. If I thought that's what you really wanted. But don't you take the easy way out."

"Somewhere between the bad hangovers and the drunken heart to hearts you realize all you need in life is a few good drinks and a few good friends" 
"hate the way you talk to me, and the way you cut your hair! I hate the way u drive my car, i hate it when u stare! I hate your big dumb combat boots, and the way u read my mind! I hate u so much it makes me sick; it even makes me rhyme! I hate it,I hate the way your always right! I hate it when u lie! I hate it when u make me laugh, even worse when u make me cry! I hate it when your not around, and the fact that u didnt call! But mostly i hate the way i dont hate u. Not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all!"

Monday, November 9, 2009

"I want a love like me thinking of you thinking of me type love, or me telling my friends more than I've ever admitted to myself about how I feel about you type love, See, I want a love that makes me wait until he falls asleep then wonder if he's dreaming about us being in love type of love, or who loves the other more, or what he's doing at this exact moment, slow dancing in the middle of our apartment to the music of our hearts,he leaves me breathless, so with the expanding of my lungs I inhale all of him back into me, closing my eyes and imagining how a love so good  could just hurt so much when he's not there."

Saturday, November 7, 2009

It's like when a scratch CD gets stuck on your favorite part of the song as much as you try cleaning it its never gonna play the same


My Favorite Terry Richardson Photography. Hope you like!
 -someone actually got me to like Terry Richardson's photography's, hes pictures are unique in there own type of way, some are sexual or just plain weird and others might just look normal...these are some of my favorite ones.